Showing posts with label Feelings. Show all posts
Showing posts with label Feelings. Show all posts

Tuesday, December 16, 2008

Snow for the Birthday Boy...

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Today my baby boy turned three. I can't believe it has already been three years since he came into my life. He has brought such joy into my life, the kind you never thought possible. Ever since watching "Frosty the Snowman" he has been so excited for it to snow. Today we got the first big snow storm of the season and I'm convinced it was just for him. He was so excited when he looked out the window today and couldn't wait to get outside. We bundled up and headed out to shovel the driveway. It didn't take very long for him to taste the snow. As I was busy shoveling away I heard him say "Yummm, tastes kind of good." So I decided I better give him the talk...the yellow snow talk. He kept asking me why he shouldn't eat yellow snow. "Why" seems to be one of his favorite words lately. We had a fun time together and here are my favorite three moments that we share together.

1. He loves giving me big running "dinosaur hugs." He tells me to get down on my knees and then he backs up as far as the room allows and runs towards me and gives me a big hug.
2. He loves to talk and sing with me all day long. His favorite song to sing right now goes a little something like this..."Why do birds suddenly appear, every time, you are near? Just like me, they long to be, close to you! Whhhhhy(he really belts this out), close you you!" It's the cutest thing ever! As soon as I get a camera with video mode on it I'm going to record him singing and post it. Hopefully I will get one for Christmas(it is at the top of my Christmas list-hint hint.)
3. He tells me all day long that he "Loves me so much!"

Here is a little Haiku I wrote about the day he was born.

The first time we met
Time paused as I held him close
Our souls linked for life

To Maddy: Happy Birthday Baby! I love you more that words can express! Your smile brightens my life! Love always, Mommy

Tuesday, November 25, 2008

Hard Working Men...

Due to some recent events and Thanksgiving this week I've been thinking a lot about some of the things I'm very grateful for. Among the top of my list are the great men I've been blessed with to have in my life. I will start with my dad because without him I wouldn't be here. :) My dad has always been a very humble hardworking man. I have learned the value of hard work and integrity from him. He has always been a man of his word and a man of faith. My word has always been a big deal to me(I have a hard time even telling little white lies to surprise someone.) I think I must have picked up that quality from my dad. He has always lived within his means and has always been able to provide for our family of nine without ever paying a penny of interest on a credit card or auto loan(as far as I know anyway.) If there was anything he really wanted he would do side jobs until he saved enough money to buy it. Sometimes he would save for a really long time! :) He has always put the Lord first and has served in numerous church callings including being a Bishop. He is usually pretty quiet(unless you get him going with his jokes or something he is really interested in.) We are also a lot alike in this way. This past week I got a special delivery from my dad. He has spent countless hours making all of us a cedar chest. I think it is pretty safe for me to say that when it comes to wood working and his projects he is a perfectionist so I know he spent a lot of time on these. I love it! I also have to admit I'm the same way. If I'm going to commit to doing anything I go full out(again probably something I got from him.) Here are some pictures of my new favorite thing...

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On the very bottom I found this little message that he left for me(he didn't mention it and left it to be found.)
Dad, I know I'm not very good at expressing my feelings and find it a little easier to do in writing so I just want to tell you thank you so much for this "Treasure", it will always hold a special place in my life. I especially want to thank you for being such an unwavering man of faith and having such devotion to your family. You have been the best example of integrity and unconditional love that I could have ever asked for!
I couldn't talk about the men in my life without talking about my husband. He is also such a hardworking man and is completely dedicated to our little family. He recently lost his job and instead of sitting around stressing out he was gone the next morning at 7am doing miscellaneous jobs to make money. I've known since I met him that he takes pride in his work(have you seen our vehicles, yard, garage, fish tank, etc.) and would do whatever it took to make ends meet. He has built up a pretty strong clientele that only want him to train them so they are following him wherever he goes. We are so grateful for them! He is one of the most productive people I know and is always busy doing something. He has always dealt with change really well, almost embracing it, which I admire! I'm the opposite, I fight change tooth and nail. He is also a very good communicator and people find it very easy to talk to him. He is a great motivator and puts up with me no matter how stubborn I'm being(I know, most of you can't believe I'm stubborn but it's true.) We are really optimistic about the future and think that his job change will be a blessing.
Steve, Again you already know I'm not good at expressing my feelings but I want to tell you how much I love you and what a strength you are to me. You are an amazing dad and husband! I am so grateful for all your hard work and everything you do for me and the kids!
I can't talk about blessings without mentioning my mom and siblings. They are truly my best friends! I am so grateful for my kids and am amazed every day at the joy they bring into my life. I am grateful for all our wonderful friends and the kind of people we associate with on a daily business. I am also extremely grateful to live in this country(as scary as it might be right now) and for the gospel and the knowledge of the plan of salvation. Last but certainly not least I'm very grateful for my Brother Jesus Christ and my Heavenly Father. I hope you all have a wonderful Thanksgiving filled with lots of family and yummy food!

Thursday, September 11, 2008

Seven Years Ago Today...

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Today is a great reminder to me of the great country we live in and all of the many people that have and are still fighting for our freedom(THANK YOU!) There aren't really words for me to describe the feelings I felt during this tragic time and how much it made me appreciate my freedom and everything(and especially everyone) that I have in my life. I hope I can be better at not taking things for granted in the future!